Cancer.

I've already accepted the fact that we are going to leave the country. I accepted that. And yet, it still hurts. It's still very sad. And what's sadder?

I have to leave all this people behind and live in a place where I don't seem to belong.

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My mom said that there are a lot of parties in schools there and she thinks that it's mandatory we attend. I told her that I don't like parties. I don't like parties with people I don't know. With people I'm not comfortable with.

She says I need to be outgoing.

I can't Mom.

I'm introverted.

I guess I'm just gonna end up being a loner, won't I?

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"Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you..."

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